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When depression looks like a long-haired monster beside your bed.

I have a new blog ‘look’. I should have a new blog URL too, but right now Google Custom Domain’s are down.  Hence why my blog dropped off the Internet last week.  So until they figure that out, we are back with the old URL, new blog :). Because it was time for a change. Brea over at Utterly Chaotic, who was so very patient and calm with me and my indecision and my freak outs,  made this design for me.  And I love it. The most common way someone found my blog in a search engine before?  By typing in ‘though she be but little, she is fierce tattoo’ Because, well, once I showed a blog photo of that tattoo.  And apparently, people are into that tattoo. So am I.  That’s why I got it. I decided to use this new ‘Fierce’ blog to finally write something, months in the making, something that rattles in my head while I run and writes itself silently at night when I can’t sleep. It is decidedly not ‘fierce’. In fact, it is much more of a whimper than a war cry.  More of an eventual confession than a victory yell. 2 months ago, I moved to this city. When people ask how I am adjusting, I always say the same thing. ‘It’s a beautiful city.’ And that’s not a lie.  The lake, the trees, the old buildings and the abundance of climbing ivy…. it’s gorgeous. And let’s face it, that’s what you want to hear, right? Because the truth is decidedly less fun. No one wants to…